I’m not lonely but I want someone in my life. Someone who talks differently than anyone else. Not simple whats up and what are you doing or whats new. Someone who can make me think about something I wouldn’t normally think about. Someone who I can have arguments with and still get through it even if it takes days. Someone who can annoy me and just make my day less boring.
Everyone is just so boring with their predictable ways of talking. Am I in the wrong world or sumthing cause I don’t feel like I belong.
I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning. - Charlie, The Perks of Being a Wallflower
